No more pain for me but no more good feelings?

hello everybody my names david and i recoverd from drinking and smoking weed.but now ive been led into a nother problem a fork in the roud.promaly very rear or not realy exposed mutch in the puplic but it seems like ive been tured off to emotions even the sad and angry.i think people call it emotional numbness or hoplesness mybe some advise from a fellow friend whoes been throug this rough confusing and numb times them self.